Hello everyone and welcome to the Girls Camp podcast Patreon, Girls Camp After Dark. I'm your host,

Haley Rawl. Sometimes I will lay in bed at night if I have ingested marijuana and I will think about

random things and start to get super paranoid about random things. It's a side effect of THC for me. And now that I

know that that's the case, I'm usually able to pretty easily talk myself down. But a couple weeks ago,

I was thinking about my Patreon, thinking about future episodes, and I was thinking about the name of the Patreon

Girls Camp After Dark, and that it's a Patreon, it's paid, it's more private, I use words

like intimate, and I realized, oh my gosh, does this sound like an only fan's or like some sort of pornographic something because of

girls camp after dark? And I've even talked about it as like pillow talk. Like I think I put

platonic actually, thank goodness in the description. I said platonic cabin pillow talk. Anyway, I was getting super

paranoid. Like, did I miss this super obvious thing that I made this somehow sound really

sex adjacent, even though it's not. Obviously, nothing wrong with any of those things,

but just not what I'm doing here. But when I woke up in the morning, I realized

it was just a little bit of high paranoia. However, today, we are talking about sex. It's been a

minute since we have tackled the sex topic. I love talking about sex. I feel like there's

always so much to unpack and explore and discover

around this topic for anyone anyway, but especially for those of us who come from high-demand

religion, Mormonism, purity culture. It is one of the things since leaving Mormonism that I have realized goes the deepest for me as far as

Mormon conditioning. And so I find it very interesting to talk about, especially amongst similar-minded

people who are dealing with the same sorts of things. I actually considered when I was deciding on

which pivot to take, you know, how I announced

doing more reconstruction-focused stuff at the beginning of this year. One of the ideas I had

that was actually suggested to me by a friend was to talk about sex more. I never thought I would

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