Surviving Deep Depression and Self-Hatred Lead me to Finally Love and Accept My Self EP184
ProjectME with Tiffany Carter – Entrepreneurship & Millionaire Mindset
Tiffany Carter
4.9 • 1.9K Ratings
🗓️ 11 March 2020
⏱️ 54 minutes
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Summary
I should be dead. Around 5.5 years ago, on my birthday, I was at the lowest point I had ever been in my life. If you know anything about my story, you know that is saying A LOT.
From the outside, my life looked fabulous. I had a couple million in the bank, a luxury townhouse in Los Angeles, had my own business, could work from anywhere in the world (and I did), had "friends," and my sweet giant fur-baby Molly.
BUT I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE I BELONGED IN THIS WORLD. I DIDN'T FEEL I WAS WORTHY OF EVEN BEING ALIVE.
Truly, since we are being so raw and real here, I never felt like I ever fit in, like I ever belonged. I always felt different, but not in a good way.
I did my best to survive and fit in. I wore the right clothes, took the right jobs, said the right things, had regular doctor and dentist visits, laughed at jokes that weren't funny, and hit the gym almost every day. I felt like the living dead, just going through the motions of life with rare glimpses of happiness (never pure joy, had no idea what that was or how to get it).
So after a series of extremely painful back-to-back events, I was finally DONE. I planned to end my life on my birthday as a gift to my self, and had access to all the pills and knowledge to get the job done. I truly felt no one would really miss me (not even Molly), and God made a mistake by having me born into this world.
Then something happened that many would call a miracle…it's far more powerful for me to tell you verbally than write it…listen and be prepared to get the chills.
Welcome to ProjectME the Podcast with your host Tiffany Carter, who takes the mystery out of making BIG money. A former NBC and CBS TV journalist, turned multi-millionaire entrepreneur, teaching you all things wealth, health, worth, and business. You can follow Tiffany on Instagram @projectme_with_tiffany on Facebook @projectmewithtiffany and watch her TV episodes on ProjectME TV with Tiffany Carter on YouTube.
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| 0:00.0 | Welcome to Project Me, the Project Me, the Podcast, I'm your host Tiffany Carter, the founder of Project Me, multi-millionaire entrepreneur, |
| 0:16.1 | former TV newscaster, money-making expert, female empowerment speaker, and self-proclaimed |
| 0:22.4 | office supply addict. |
| 0:24.2 | My mission is to take the mystery out of making big money. |
| 0:27.6 | Every week on Project Me the Podcast, I'll share success tips, strategies and stories from other entrepreneurs, experts and millionaires, |
| 0:36.3 | showing you exactly how you can achieve your most exceptional life. |
| 0:40.8 | Now let's get to it. Exciting announcement for all of my listeners. I've officially opened my exclusive group, the Project Me, Passive Income Posse, to the public. |
| 0:57.5 | This group is by application only so we can keep the group high vibe and spend our time, energy, and expertise only helping those of you who truly want massive success and impact. |
| 1:08.0 | You get live weekly trainings from me, special guest coaches, and direct access to me and my business partner for all of your questions. |
| 1:16.8 | To learn more and apply, go to ProjectMe with Tiffany.com, click on work with me and select Project Me Possie. |
| 1:24.0 | And of course any questions, feel free to DMossy Project Me with Tiffany Carter. I'm your host |
| 1:41.5 | Tiffany and today I am sharing with you a very significant part of my |
| 1:49.5 | story of my journey and I need to say that it might be triggering to not just some of you, to many of you. |
| 1:58.9 | I know that it will be inspiring. I know so many of you will get the chills, but I also know that depending on where |
| 2:07.8 | I was at in my life, if I heard this story, it could also be a little triggering because it would hit really really close to home. |
| 2:15.2 | I also don't feel this episode's appropriate for children to be listening to. |
| 2:21.0 | Again, you know, every parent gets to make that decision for themselves and |
| 2:26.1 | their children, but I just need to say that. |
| 2:29.0 | So if you're watching with your kids around or they can hear, put in some headphones or maybe just download this and |
| 2:37.0 | listen later on when you can. |
| 2:40.8 | And we're going to get going. So the title of this episode is |
| 2:45.0 | surviving deep depression and self-hatred |
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