You're on the Bert Show.

It's a weird morning for me this morning.

And maybe because it's day 15.

We have 15 shows left.

But today is like the first day that I think collectively I can feel the weight in here

of us taking off in three weeks.

I mean, maybe it's just a Monday show, but I'm realizing more and more that, like, with my new beginning and there's a lot of exciting things that are about to happen, that's not the case for you guys right now. And I don't know if I'm feeling it more this morning, if I'm in my own head or whatever, but I don't like it. I think you're a little bit in your own head.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I mean, I think it's just, it's a typical Monday show and coming off of, you know,

coming off the weekend.

But yeah, I feel like I'm no more melancholy than I have been.

This is the new normal.

I was like, I'm about the same. I don't feel anymore, Collie, just about the same. You know, and I was kind of warned about this for management also. You know, like, hey, as it winds down, this is going to be like a new beginning for you, but for everybody else, they're kind of sketched out about the whole thing. So, you know, just be prepared for that.

And I'm not exactly sure I was.

And maybe, like you said, I told you guys a couple of days ago, while I am excited,

but also a little bit terrified by my future and the reality of it, like I had another

anxiety attack over the weekend going, maybe I'm just burned out.

And maybe I just needed like a little bit of a

sabbatical and um but and maybe this is really this is too permanent uh I started freaking out

about it but the truth is I got things lined up over the next couple of months and I'm excited about

I'm going back home to San Diego which I've told you guys is like when my body just exhales when

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