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The Story Collider

Self-Image: Stories about how we see ourselves

The Story Collider

Story Collider, Inc.

Personal Journals, Society & Culture, Performing Arts, Arts, Science

4.4818 Ratings

🗓️ 21 February 2025

⏱️ 25 minutes

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Summary

In this week’s episode, both of our storytellers experience a shift in how they see themselves. Part 1: Fangfang Ruose fears that her prosthetic legs will exclude her from becoming a fashion model. Part 2: When engineering student Devan Sandiford runs into an old friend from his former college, he desperately wants her to think he’s cool. Fangfang Ruose is originally from a small village in China and grew up in a Chinese Catholic orphanage, where she received her first prosthetics at the age of three. Later, she was adopted by an American father and a Spanish mother, and moved to Miami as a teenager. She graduated from FIU with a Bachelor’s in Finance and is now pursuing a Master’s in International Real Estate and Finance, focusing on development. Alongside her studies, she models, proudly showcasing her prosthetics and embracing her unique journey to advocate for body positivity and self-acceptance. Devan Sandiford is a published writer, award-winning storyteller, and community activist. His stories have been featured in The Washington Post, NPR, The Moth Podcast, Story Collider, Simple Families Podcast, Speak Up Storytelling, and elsewhere. He is an alumni of and former writer-in-residence at the Voices of Our Nations Arts Foundation (VONA), a finalist for The Kenyon Review Developmental Editing Fellowship for Emerging Writers, and a recipient of the Corporeal Writing Scholarship for Writing Trauma Toward Healing and Joy with Terese Maria Mailhot. He has a poem in the anthology Excitement and Talisman (2023) and an essay in the anthology Bodies of Stories (2022). Devan has contributed his opinions on race, identity, grief, parenting, and storytelling for articles in The New York Times, The Washington Post, and Slate Magazine. He has received acclaim from multiple New York Times bestselling authors, including Roxane Gay, who called him "an excellent writer who will be endlessly interesting to his readers." Devan lives in Brooklyn, New York with his wife and their two sons and works as a story developer at The Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation. He loves brunch, biking in a morning chill, bookstore crawls, and being roasted on his birthday. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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A science story, huh?

0:34.9

Is NYU scientist the...

0:36.6

I felt... And I just thought, felt... I was so...

0:38.3

And I just thought, well...

0:40.3

It was that golden moment.

0:42.3

Because science was on my side.

0:49.3

Hey everyone. Welcome to the Story Collider, where true personal stories about science help us to discover how weird and wonderful it is to exist in this world and be a human.

1:02.8

I'm your host, Mishigayowski, and today's episode is all about how we see ourselves and how others see us.

1:09.0

Our first story is from Model Fang Fang Rose.

1:11.5

Her story was recorded in her home in Miami, Florida,

1:14.3

and it's such an inspiring story of body positivity and self-acceptance

1:18.8

that I can't wait for you to hear it.

1:21.2

Here's Fang Fang. When I was 16 or 17, I wanted to be a model, but I kept this secret inside of me.

1:39.0

After graduating from high school, I went straight to a two-year's fashion school.

1:46.0

The people there are photographers,

1:52.9

stylists, and designers in the fashion industry. One day, my classmate Maya asked me if I would like to be a model for her brand, a silk brand that made pajamas and pillowcases.

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