This is Jenny Allen and you are listening to the Made for This podcast. Well, we're so grateful, Jill, always to have you with us. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

This is such a unique season for the world.

And first, what everybody's going to want to know what I want to know is how are you in this time and how a Stuart

We're good and apparently we've still got lots to do down here. That's right. Census greetings Jenny. So lots

happening in our lives right? Yeah. Yeah let's talk about that so So I know your sister, this has been a really difficult time for you.

Tell everybody a little bit.

Well, three weeks ago, she went to heaven with the virus. She lived in England, UK.

When I got the news at 4 in the morning,

I went into a little bit of a shock, but immediately felt the distance of America and Britain. We

integrated here 50 years ago. That has always been incredible trauma when

there's been a death of my mom or anything because I'm so far away.

I see on the television that that's the cry of most people who cannot go and be there with their loved ones at this moment and I understand and I understood it for in vivid

Technicolor three weeks ago.

Anyway, as I immediately ran to the deep place where nobody goes as I put it

and had a conversation with the Lord in the steps of my soul.

He said to me, Jill, do you remember the last sermon that you preached?

He always does this to make.

Very embarrassing.

Yes, Lord.

It was about prayer. Yes, what was it called? You can go anywhere on your knees Lord. Go then. So for three terrible weeks, I went and was able to in my heart take her hand which her sons and

husbands were doing for 16 terrible days as she walked through the valley,

but I discovered what I preach on that too,

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