This is Jenny Allen and you are listening to the Made for This Podcast. Hey guys, so it's been really crazy since the last time I recorded a podcast and honestly I've paused just for a minute because I didn't want to just get on and say something trite.

I feel like my emotions on a given day

have been all over the place.

So there's the joy that my college son is home

and all my kids are together

and we're cooking and

and having family dinners and that's so fun and then I turn on the news and I

feel a lot of panic and then I realize the implications of what this means

for my friends that are doctors and nurses

and I'm checking on them and there's a lot of sadness and just the reality hitting of

how many of you are out there serving you You're not at home with your families.

And then there's the reality of any little cough in our house, of are we next?

Like is this going to hit our family and specifically aging parents and all of that and so it feels like any given minute you know it's like a new emotion and a new feeling and a new fear is

Descending on us not to mention all of the realities and the circumstances.

So many of you have lost jobs. So many of you fear what this means for your families or for yourself and it's just it's it's nearly too much to take in and as a leader of an organization that employs many people I have had all the same fears and all the same

questions of what does this mean for our family and what does this mean for the

people I love and how do we help and so I've spent a lot of yo-yo time in the last two weeks probably like all of us

of just fearful, peaceful, trusting, and I wanted to wait until I really felt God prompting me to say something.

So I'm here today speaking to you out of conviction, out of trembling hands and not because I'm nervous or scared right now.

It's because I'm waited and I truly believe that this is a moment for our

generation. I truly believe this is our moment, that we have lived somewhat comfortably, that we have

lived somewhat with what we need, and many of us with a lot more than what we need, and in

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