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I decided I was going to recreate our first date, but COVID version, so it would be socially

distanced from other people and I went all out.

I was excited to feel good and feel happy for just a moment even if it was forced.

I was finishing getting ready and he comes into our room and he looks at me and says I can't

go on the date tonight.

And he has this face that he would always get whenever things were bad if he felt guilty

about something.

And I was like, why what happened?

He was just like, oh, does I can't go on the stage tonight?

I was like, you said that, but what happened?

Why?

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