See 13 originals. There I put her right here.

My job is to make sure the baby is all right.

By now she's very hurt.

Well, when is the document look at it? We don't have a doctor. I thought this was a hospital.

It is, but it's a different kind of hospital.

This is a tape recording of my dad and me,

from 1997 when I was about three and a half years old.

We're at home in Reno, Nevada. My dad's name was Bill, Bill Crawford,

and we were very close.

Very sick people that we have to examine.

My dad came to send it on as an addict in 1959.

He was one of the first 12 people to move in. He became a leader. He was a big shot, as they said in Synonym.

And he was one of Chuck's closest and most trusted confidants. At the time this was recorded he didn't live in

Sinon anymore. He had been out for almost 20 years. Let me see if I got the

straight.

The doctor has to come by it once in a while.

My dad was an addict, a bad one, until he got to Synod. That's when he got clean for the first time since he was a teenager.

But it wouldn't last. His addictions were dormant in Sinonon, but they came roaring back after he left.

His years of alcohol and heroin abuse had led to hepatitis C and ultimately

terminal liver cancer. He was an alcoholic up until the day he died when he took a lethal dose of morphine that he had been saving for the occasion.

Maybe all of that was bound to happen after he left Synonym, but I think it has a lot to do with how he left.

I didn't know about all of this until I was older.

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