It's the middle of the night.

I can't sleep.

I just got back from my, I guess you would call it a date with Dr. Gatz.

I'm Amelia.

Alone, I'm not, I'm not, anyway. Gats. Amelia. Alone.

I'm not...

Anyway.

I just can't stop thinking about it, I guess.

It was really nice to connect with somebody for...

It's been a long time.

I told her that I had read a study once. On the topic of causes of death in different time periods for both men and women.

For men, you know, this stuff was pretty much what you'd expect.

Heart disease, car accidents, cancer.

Suicide even reached top three during one point during the depression, but, you know, the interesting

thing was that for women, heart disease finally reached number one pretty recently.

But the thing that heart disease finally surpassed was just so surprising to me. Number two on the

list of top causes of death for women. Men. Men is the top cause of death

for women. And that's insane. And I mean, we talked about it and I was just blown away. It means that

while men need to watch what they eat, women need to make sure that the guy that they're out to dinner with doesn't murder them.

Right? Think about that.

And as much as I'm around death and, you know, Amelia is too working in the ER, it's just, you'd think it would make us desensitized to it, but I couldn't even imagine killing somebody.

I just, I couldn't wear that amount of weight on me all the time, and it was a weird topic

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