I am a somewhat popular YouTuber. My wife deleted my recordings because she's never seen me crying and I'm

unemotional. This was originally posted on January 7th, 2015. First of all, please don't ask me who I am and my

YouTube alias. I want to keep this anonymous. Anne and I have been married for nine months. We've been

together for three years. Our relationship has been pretty smooth and I love been married for nine months. We've been together for three years.

Our relationship has been pretty smooth and I love her to bits. However, we have a big

personality clash. We've lived with it in the past, but it's affected her more than it's

affected me. I'm more of a keep it all in guy and I prefer to deal with my issues by myself.

She, on the other hand, talks about her issues with me and we work through them together.

I've always been a little cold, maybe steely is a better word.

I'm not too emotional, not that it's a good or bad thing, it's just the way I am.

My wife and I were forced to put down our dog recently. He was my dog before we met, but he became a big part of our family.

She loved the heck out of that dog, and I did too.

When I lived abroad for a year, he kept her company, and she was very close to him.

So, we came back from the vet, and she was crying all the way.

I was feeling really sad, but I wasn't really showing it.

She asked why I wasn't feeling sad. I told her I was. She started screaming at me for not having

feelings, me being inhuman, me being cold and her being scared of me for that. I told her that

I cannot force myself to cry and I was feeling terrible

inside. We get home and she went off about I'm barely human and I'm basically an automation.

She then went on and on about how she's never seen me cry. Not when we'd broken up one and a half

years into our relationship. Not when my mother died. Not when I was leaving for a year to work abroad.

I told her that me crying doesn't solve anything and she should quit bothering me. I went to bed.

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