It was the worst professional experience of my career and this was before the me-two movement. I felt

humiliated and degraded. What can you say about that experience?

Rebel! An award-winning Hollywood. Rebel Lazy cow, no one I'll ever love you and I had issues with food because I had low

self-worth and that's why I would trash my body. I felt my life wasn't going to be anything.

But then I found motivational tapes that said,

The brave put down their fears and go forward.

And so I decided to go out into the world and make a name for myself.

And then I noticed on stage that people like laughing at bigger people I thought I could use this to my advantage I gained all this weight my body was like at a 102 kilos and then I came to America and now I'm making millions of dollars from playing the fat funny girl.

I'm living this amazing life but you achieve it and then it's not enough and

and it's still a virgin never dated properly. In this biological clock, you could hear it going,

t t t t t t t t t went to the fertility doctor

and the doctor looks me up and down and goes, you're not healthy

and it like it really sunk in, I've to fix this but as soon as I started telling people in my team

they're like oh no no no no why would you want to lose weight because then you lose your

multi-million dollar career you just gonna throw it away was that your hardest moment no the

darkest point in my life was when I was 13 and

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Thank you and enjoy this episode.

Rebel. I think to understand somebody you have to understand their earliest context.

And as I read through your book Rebel Rising, which is out now,

I was surprised in many ways but also the person that I'd seen on a screen

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