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Half we went through that year, I got a phone call to go on tour, and the tour was going to start for me in Denver, in Colorado.

So I was told to go out a little early since I was going to drive out there and meet up with a couple of people.

They wanted to drink ayahuasca with me because they knew I was injured.

They also were aware that I was coming from their ayahuasca experiences, they were told to help me out.

And then there's a whole story within there.

So I showed up five days early and I was sent on a first, first I smoked DMT.

I had taken myself off of all medications before I did this. I couldn't take it no more. My body was shot. Nothing wanted to work, right? And I felt like I was losing it. Now I'm on tour. And I'm like, well, I got everything I need. But it's not going to last. So I need to fix myself. I need something something that's gonna heal me or at least set me on the path to it

So I'm I wasn't ignorant to psychedelics, but I've never had the experiences that I had this time

I smoked DMT and immediately broke through and I was gone for like an hour and a half. I was being filmed by the people that were there, which was crazy.

And they said I was channeling and the adventure took me through pretty much the whole place.

Right?

The moon mate from here to the moon matrix, the sole recarnating machine shooting me out to Saturn, seeing the energy being pulled out from there, meeting Lucifer, being dropped down, meeting Satan, then going up to source.

Right? And then from there, getting a chance to ask questions. It was very discombobulating and it kind of wrecked everything.

And then I drank ayahuasca for the rest of the time. I was there and smoked DMT, each time

presenting hours of material to me that I didn't even believe existed. How does one handle all this

and then, let's say, go on stage and wrap on the fifth day

I thought I couldn't do anything anymore I said this isn't none of this is worth it

none of it's even real I said but um let's see what it can do and I went ahead and I had

told Iowaska when I was mother Iowaska when i was under with her that i had no idea this was

here i had ideas of things and i was heavily into comic books and fantasy and stuff sci-fi but um

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