It's not really a dilemma, but it's just something that you guys have put us on, which is waiting to wed.

And it's just a bit of a rant, very short, but cool.

Anyone else struggling with this?

My relationship is ready for engagement and marriage.

You know, like when you put a cake in the oven?

My relationship is ready for engagement and marriage.

As in, is the timer coming up or something?

Anyway.

My relationship is ready for engagement and marriage

and my boyfriend feels the same way.

But my little brother's engagement and wedding stuff

is making us have to take a back seat.

I don't want to outshine or overlap.

I actually had to make my boyfriend stop talking about it in front of my folks

because I don't want us to be accused of trying to steal their thunder.

I still have a sick feeling like us getting married next year after them will get spun.

Meanly... Hmm? Hold on. married next year after them will get spun meanly hold on hold on this doesn't make sense i don't want us to be

accused of trying to steal their thunder i still have a sick feeling this part doesn't make sense but maybe

if i say it then we'll come together i still have a sick feeling like us getting married next year after them will get spun meanly even though my boyfriend is the love of my life and the only person that's helped me through so much horrible stuff. Yeah. Okay. So, okay. It's fun in a mean way. Well, that she got married a year after. Yeah. Okay But she knows that it's not coming from a mean.

Yeah.

I just feel insecure and like my status as the family black sheep will make whatever I do seem like the wrong thing.

Ah, okay.

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