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This is the first episode of Yani Long Days where we are going to be exploring my functioning mental illness together. I'm going to be giving you a

fucking long day once a week you can tune in you could also if you want to just we're

going to be talking to fans live while this happens.

Right now, Instagram Live is going on my Instagram account.

So people are chiming in, asking me questions.

That's going to be part of it.

They want to hear my opinion on something. We're going to be part of it. They want to hear my opinion on

something we're going to be doing that too if I get lightheaded or have an

anxiety attack we'll have to pause or we'll just have to wait for it to pass or

I will tell you I'm having an anxiety attack as we're talking because I don't have

any clonopence. Today I'm trying to do the first day where I didn't bring clonis in my

pocket and I never used them and I haven't used them for a while but just in

case I start feeling a little outsi I call it

outsi I just nice to know that it's there you know what I mean it's like somebody's

talking shit to you in the bar it's just nice to have a gun. I understand how Long Island homeowners think now. You know you just see a car sitting outside your house

It's just nice to pick up the gun and hold it and look at them through your camera and say is that a neighbor's relative parking on the street because

there's too many cars in the driveway or is that somebody scoping out my house?

Let me close my blinds, go in the attic and put my rifle through the

whole I have in the attic to just shoot anyone who may be on the island who I

don't recognize I'm gonna be slipping into your favorite carri

fucking Derek from I'm going to be slipping into your favorite Carrick and Sean Terry

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