Third eye drops are intended for open-minded adults.

Now administering third eye drops. Greetings my friends. I hope you are spectacular. I'm not sure what I am. It's been a weird

few days. I guess I'll explain why, but I don't want to make this all about my acute situation. This is not my diary. So I'll present it like this. I think

wonder and gratitude come in infinite forms.

I think they're always accessible if your perception is tuned for them.

Even if it feels like they're nowhere. Even if it feels like reality is more like an ocean of shit than something that you should be grateful for.

There is gratitude there.

There is wonder there.

And I can attest to that actually because I just lost a cat this weekend something that is

objectively painful and horrible as anyone who's ever lost a pet knows.

But even there, even there. I felt hints of gratitude and wonder because it felt like during every moment of the crisis that eventually led to her death, I was oscillating between

panic and gratitude.

Like, the panic is obvious, but the gratitude did peak at times.

There were these reassuring feelings, these thoughts of,

thank God I can do something for her.

Thank God there's a place that I can go for this.

Thank God we live in a time where I can love this creature right

until the very end of her life and let her go humanely and peacefully and be there with her.

I really was feeling that gratitude

even in those moments.

There were definitely times where it was just nothing but crushing,

obviously, but I do try to choose that disposition of wonder and gratitude whenever possible, even when life

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