Hmm. The minisode 219.

And that's it.

Thank you so much.

We're there.

Yeah, I'm not good.

I got nothing.

I got another weird to say today.

You guys weren't being weird.

That was pretty honestly a normal intro. Except for the part where I was like, yeah. Yeah, but that's just you were excited. You weren't being weird this time. You're just being excited. Never mind. No. No, never mind. Oh, oh, oh. Want to hear about my mushroom experience, gentlemen? I would love to take us away. I'll give you quick context. I've only done mushrooms twice in my life prior to this, about two years ago. First time I did it, did a low dose. I just wanted to have a good time. Instead, I grappled and rectified with my own self-hatred of my neurodivergence and what it means to how I live my life.

Okay.

And then I was like, I'm going to do that again.

I mean, that sounds pretty good.

And then, yeah, but then the second time I was like, well, that's not what I wanted the first time. So I'm going to double the dose. Here we go. And that was about a month later. I spent that night

sweating, vomiting,

and watching my legs melt into the ground over and over

until I begged for this to end.

And I didn't touch mushroom for two years.

And then you were like, sweating, vomiting, and watching my legs melt into the ground over and over until I begged for this to end.

And I didn't touch mushroom for two years.

And then you were like, but maybe this time it'll work for me.

Yeah, I went back to a low dose on this one because meditation felt like a good time and I wanted to do it.

And it was fascinating because it was not very visual.

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