Okay, so welcome to the weekly Ransomed Hart podcast. This is your host today, the ever affirming

warm fatherly Craig McConnell.

Oh my goodness.

I'm in our studio with Morgan Snyder and Alex Burton and Morgan.

I mean, it felt like a good thing just to talk about was you've been

given some thought to men in their 30s and and God's been giving you some insight and thoughts to share and we'd love to just hear some of what you're thinking about.

Again, this is unscripted, unrehearsed, and just love to hear, where's God taking you with this idea of men in their

face?

That's a fish, something about one.

Dog in the background.

Oh, there goes a cow.

We're just going to this out in a field.

Go ahead, Mark.

Oh, man.

Thanks, Craig.

I turned 30 several years ago and that was really hard and I was really

surprised at how hard it was because I paused and I looked at my life and went, well from one perspective,

from the main perspective, my life's really good. It's rich. I, beautiful marriage and

beautiful healthy kids and meaningful work and I mean what more can a man ask for?

And yet when I was honest, really looking under the hood, I realized honest really just

the hood. I realized on the deepest level I was frustrated

had some anger or some level of resignation or in really just an ambivalence this big question

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