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You know, I was almost a year ago to the day that this guy came on the podcast and absolutely schooled me on masculine versus

feminine energy. I had no idea really what that was. I mean, I had an idea. Masculine was very

go-getter, business out in the world. Feminine was very soft, nurturing, emotional, but I didn't

really think twice about it.

What I didn't realize until I recorded with Jake was that I was very much in my masculine.

I mean, I had to be.

I was raised by a very masculine single mother.

I was an entrepreneur, still I am.

And just my whole life, I had to be in survival mode.

I had to get shit done.

I had to pick up and leave all the time.

There's so many changes.

I had to be in my masculine as a protection mechanism.

What I didn't realize is how it affected my relationships, especially with baby Jay here,

said, right next to me.

I remember it with this episode that Jake was like,

you need to be more feminine.

You need to, like, say, I love you more, say, I miss you more.

And I don't know if you remember this episode,

but I was like, what?

I have to text him and say, I miss you, baby. In the middle

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