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So I'm always telling you, like, you need a community, you need a friend, you need a group of people and you're like no i don't i have

you pretty much which when you say that i just immediately go back to how old am i 32 about 10 years ago

decade ago when people were telling me the same exact thing,

like, you need friends, like my ex-husband, my mom.

And I was just like, nah, like he's my only friend, my ex-husband at the time.

He's my friend, I'm comfortable, he's safe, he's honest, he's loyal, I'm solid, don't need

anybody else.

And my mom would say, well, no, you need a group of girlfriends.

Like, it's important as a girl to have a group of girlfriends.

And I was like, bleh.

Girls are drama.

Now, this is a girl coming fresh out of high school, well, middle schools, really, when

bullying started for me.

Middle school, high school, college years of bullying by girls, all girls, 90% girls.

And so I just associated them with drama and negativity and being your best friend one day

and then your worst enemy talking shit about you the next.

And so I was like, really?

I need a group of girlfriends to have these ups and downs and highs and lows and

lows and walking on eggshells all

set like and it's weird there was a little piece of me that must have known like okay they're not

wrong because it triggered me i would get all explosive like no i don't i've got that i got that

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