The last time I saw Josh was at the hospital.

I was nervous for him after those seizures.

I just, I'm worried about this guy.

And I'd forgotten to figure out how to reach him.

I don't know.

I don't even know how I'm going to follow up with Josh. Like I didn't even, he doesn't even have a phone number.

There is one person I hope will be able to help me find Josh.

Someone whose actual job it is to keep track of him.

My name is Greg Morginous, and I'm a probation parole officer for the state of New Hampshire,

and Josh is one of my parole subjects.

Out of how many?

Right now I have about 140 people who are on either probation or parole.

That number is a little high for Greg.

He usually supervises about 110 people at a time, which, if you couldn't guess, is a lot.

And maybe because he sees so many parolees, I'm struck when Greg says he had the same first

impression of Josh that I did, that this guy seemed genuinely determined to do better.

When I first met him, I'm thinking, oh, he's going to do all right and he'll stay out of trouble,

but he really struggled that first week.

The day I left Josh at the hospital, He really struggled that first week.

The day I left Josh at the hospital, he went straight to a county-run dormitory,

sort of like a government-subsidized group home for former inmates.

But was kicked out for some behavioral issues, I think maybe the second night he was there.

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