David Locke.

Ben Goliver.

It's Thursday.

Oh my God.

We usually do lockdown NBA today.

Should we just chat or what should we do?

Well, you should let me grill you about your last week.

That's what we should do, but it's so great to hear your voice, man.

I was sitting over here, I'll be honest, a little bit nervous seeing everything that happened,

and of course I heard your other you know

podcast interview and everything else but man it's good to hear your voice I think everybody

was more nervous than I was I never felt that I don't know if I'm ignorant or stupid or just being

optimistic because it's your own life but I never felt that like I mean there was a

moment I think where I was like picking up the phone to call my wife to tell her that I guess at

that point we knew Rudy had tested positive and so I was telling her you know that you know, but I didn't even know at that point like whether I'd been exposed or anything.

And so, like I actually, I mean I think that moment I had a brief moment where I was like oh and then kind of like that and then I realized that if I showed that kind of weakness to my wife. She'd like scream it. You know, she'd like buck up right like what's wrong with you right she's way stronger than I am so you know it's interesting we'll see over time what we all I mean I don't think we know anything still so we'll see over time but I I never felt that like

it's clear from like your messages which I appreciate and everybody else's who I

still never have gotten back to that everybody else was really

really concerned for me and I appreciate that and maybe it was just

survival instinct and maybe it was the how well we were being taken care of by

the jazz and people in Oklahoma that you just I don't know I just kind of

rolling with I mean it was unique don't misunderstand like anybody who's in our

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