Lately, I've been feeling that I might be better off alone.

Well, at least more often, and I'm the only one who's just something that everyone

else feels.

I'm genuinely curious because I don't know if it's the weather.

I don't know if it's these cloudy days or these grey skies that make me want to be in

my PJs and just live my own life and never have to see or talk to another human ever again

in my entire life, or it's the hustler in me that wants to grind his own life out to

the point that, you know, I can't blame anyone else for my mistakes or my failures but me.

And also at the same time, you know, no one else can take your success from you.

Now this is something that I've been struggling with a lot recently, but before we dive more

into this, I know my girlfriend's listening, I know my mom's even listening, I know my

friends are listening.

So I don't mean that I don't like my significant other or my friends.

This is not what I mean, but I do cherish my own alone time and this is something that

I've struggled with for a while is how do you balance the two things?

How do you balance the people that you love in your life and yourself?

You know, we all talk about self love, you know, ordering a coffee for yourself or spending

six dollars on a coffee and you're going for your morning walk or making sure you get

a self-care day and having a bath or ordering bath bombs, all of this stuff, all of it.

And for me, I don't care about that stuff.

That stuff doesn't benefit me.

Going out for one coffee in the day, yeah, it's nice, but it's more about taking that time

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