So sometimes we have two patients who need so much care.

And by the way, like the taking on, the, we call it donning and doffing of PPE is another

30 minutes each patient.

It's crazy because by the time you take it off, then your other patient, you have to run into

the room and put it back on.

It's very physically demanding.

And then on top of it, it's very

emotionally demanding. You know, multiple times in a week, I have to tell the patient, okay, do you want to FaceTime your family because we're going to have to intubate you and put you on a ventilator. And I mean, sadly, I've seen multiple, multiple people not come off a ventilator. So, I mean, I come home sometimes I just cry because it's so, I mean, imagine that.

Imagine FaceTiming with a family member's so, I mean, imagine that.

Imagine FaceTiming with a family member saying like, okay, tell them you love them.

Hello, hello, hello. Welcome back to the selfie show, you guys. So I just got home about an hour

two ago and let me just give you the picture of this. Okay, so Jacob went out of town this

weekend because he's been doing these weekenders with one of his good buddies and they've been doing

these hikes up in the Cierras. And I'm like, great, good. Have fun. Go do you boo. And I go and do my

horse thing up at my parents' ranch and Somas. and I get to do like a mom-and-dot

weekend, spend some time with the family, get my riding in, all that fun jazz. So long story

short, we weren't home. I came home and we live in a three-story unit by the beach and Redondo.

And it was literally like opening the doors to a sauna.

Holy smokes. It was so hot in here. Like I literally walked in the door and I just started like

bead sweat on the top lip like boob sweat going down, dripping down. You know what I'm talking about.

It is survival by fans here.

And I don't know whoever films the whole like Kardashian situation of showing what

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