It is hard to be friends with people man.

It is.

Friendship requires a lot of shit, man.

And I'm already not good at being friends with the friends I have.

So like the thought of having more friends is so overwhelming because like I'm thinking

damn I'm not already not good at these I can't even have any more right now you know what

saying yeah like like the friends that I have we

build a report where dude I'm only gonna see you like four times a year.

You know what I'm saying? And they respect that and they understand that like new friends

might be expecting too much and I don't know if I can deal with that shit.

And like they like they like what's really weird to me too is when people want to make friends with you.

You know what I'm saying? Like they're trying to be your friend and it's like

bro, first of all I'm not you think I'm a good friend I'm not a good friend I'm not a good friend. I'm not good

at it okay and then like it's like dog like

let's just let it like you should be friends with people like accidentally you know

saying right let the universe decide for you to be friends like I don't want you to like try to be my friend that makes me kind of I don't know maybe I'm fucked up but it's kind of weird to me you know what I'm saying?

No I totally get it because like a motherfucker just hops on the scene like, hey man, we should hang out,

you know, like trying to build a friendship with me.

I'm like, dude, like I don't even know you and I've got like friends who I've been my friends for 20 years why why haven't

hung out with in in fucking four months right who you got voice notes you need to

return you know I'm saying right like I got legit friends who I haven't hung out with in five in half a year

Who've been my friends for 20 years and you just coming on the scene after a week and want to hang with me?

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