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I'm stuck in the depths of my mind where I have to constantly battle my demons.

Am I here or am I fake? I feel myself slipping away.

Welcome to the Megan Kelly show everyone. I'm Megan Kelly and welcome to episode 3 of a special edition of the show,

focused on the fascinating and disturbing case of Brian

Kohlberger and the quadruple murder in a sleepy college Idaho town last year.

We started the week diving into the gruesome stabbings and got to know the victims a bit

Yesterday we walked through how Koberger was identified and the incredible series of events that led to his arrest

Today we take a look at who Brian Kohlberger is, the man

accused of this barbaric crime, atrocities which he denies having anything to do with.

As we bring you that story, we are thrilled to rely in part on the fantastic writing and

reporting by journalist and author Howard Bloom, who covered the Idaho murders in great detail for air mail news.

Bloom's forthcoming book on the case will be published in the spring by Harper Collins.

Brian Christopher Kohlberger is 28 years old, but the quotes I read you at the beginning of this episode are from way back in 2011 when he was just 16. It has been reported by multiple outlets, including

Bloom in Airmail, that Kohberger wrote often on an early social media platform called Tappatoc.

He described a condition he had or claimed to have,

known as visual snow.

It's something I discussed with Bloom when he was a guest on the Megan Kelly show in March.

Doctors can't even agree on whether visual snow is a psychological state or a disease and since they can't agree on what it is they

also differ on how to treat it or if it can be treated.

What the best sources I found for any insight into this are really in novels.

Camus the Stranger opens up with a character who talks about feeling nothing that eventually leads to a murder on the beach.

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