Welcome to our Rosary meditation. Let's begin in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit.

Let's call to mind those we've promised to pray for.

Yesterday we meditated on joy. Joy is the awareness of possessing some good.

When we are aware of it, we have joy.

And if we make it a practice to call to mind all the good things we possess, we can live in abiding joy.

Well, that was yesterday.

Now, I don't want any one of you to live in an illusion.

I give you daily meditations, but I am not as strong and certainly not as holy as you may have been deceived to believe.

Today I was not joyful.

Today was a day of pain, darkness and confusion. For more than four years I have

suffered from a mysterious problem with my spine and ribs that makes it

difficult to breathe.

Furthermore, the School of Faith has been presented with some opportunities to reach more

souls, but recently I've received conflicting data and information, some of which seems to indicate we should go forward,

some indicates we should draw back, so there is great confusion.

Lord, what is your will in this? I do not know. There is only darkness.

This twofold pain and confusion today has left me very dark, confused and totally weak.

So if you experience moments or days or months or years of darkness, confusion and weakness,

well, you have a friend and me, I understand.

Our Father who art in heaven, Halla would be your name?

Thy kingdom come, thy will be down on earth as it is in heaven.

Give us the spirit daily bread and free of us our trespasses.

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