Hello kids, this is Risk, the show where people tell true stories they never thought they

dare to share.

I'm Kevin Allyson and every Thursday we release these special episodes that we're calling

classic risk singles.

Each of these episodes features just one story from the past.

If you're new to risk, you should know that the podcast can be very uncensored.

This week, a story that Nu-Anne Doe first shared on the podcast in November of 2013,

hears Nu-Anne now with a story we call, if it kills me.

Hi everybody.

So about six years ago, I was living in the up and coming Long Island City with my

fiance and my pug and I had a job in finance.

One Thursday I came home and I knew immediately something was wrong because the house was clean

and the dog was walked.

I asked my fiance, what's up?

And he showed me a crystal pipe.

That's where this is all before breaking bad.

My fiance is everything that I'm not.

He's creative, he's a musician and experimental, even with drugs.

But he was a good bad boy.

He went to Sabbath every Friday to see his mother.

But he also brought home drugs sometimes.

Now crystal meth, I've tried ecstasy.

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