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🗓️ 3 November 2025
⏱️ 133 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | There were times I plotted killing my father, thinking of committing murder. |
| 0:04.0 | He went to a ditty party. |
| 0:06.0 | So he says that he'd been invited to a white party. |
| 0:10.0 | Yes, Puff Daddy. So you're 15 when you're pregnant for the first time. |
| 0:34.8 | Did you know that you were about to give birth? |
| 0:37.1 | I did not know I was having labor pains. What it felt like was I was having menstrual cramps, |
| 0:43.3 | very mild, and then I felt like I needed to use the bathroom. My family, we lived in one room, |
| 0:50.3 | in the house that we were renovating at the time and everyone was in that one room asleep |
| 0:55.6 | on the mattresses on the floor got up in the middle of the night to go outside of the room we |
| 1:02.4 | didn't have any working plumbing or toilet so we were using the bathroom on home depot buckets |
| 1:08.8 | went and sat on the bucket thinking that I had to defecate me, |
| 1:14.9 | that I had to go to do a number two. And I started pushing, not thinking that what I was feeling |
| 1:22.3 | were actually labor of pains. And as I was pushing trying to go, water splashed from between my legs all across the floor. |
| 1:32.5 | And I screamed out for my mom. She came running out and she grabbed me. Then she screamed for my dad. He came run it out. |
| 1:40.2 | And he looked between my legs and he said, her head is right there. Aziza do not push. So they carried |
| 1:47.9 | me back into the room. By that time, the commotion had woken up my siblings and the dogs. I remember |
| 1:54.1 | hearing them barking. And my father just kept telling me, do not push, do not push. She's coming too |
| 2:00.7 | fast. |
| 2:01.5 | And I'm there laying on the mattress and I'm doing my best to try to hold her in. |
| 2:06.6 | But my body was not cooperating. |
| 2:09.7 | And I ended up pushing unwillingly. |
| 2:13.2 | And my baby just shot out of me. |
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