That's interesting. What led you to the eight year of I'm finding myself? I'm on my

absence journey. What was the catalyst for that? I believe that this gentleman who was a pastor was my husband and he was not let me just go ahead to put that out

You thought he was he wasn't I thought he was my husband. I believe God I was in the word I was manipulating God's word to fit my own agenda I mean you

could not tell me that he was not but he he wasn't so what what the initial inception of that idea how did that occur?

Dear future wifey. Okay scriptually the Bible says your father has already

designed and purposed you.

I experienced an invitation of God this morning.

So you've got to become an elite decision maker.

Elite decision maker.

He said because you are one fleshly decision away from losing it all.

Eched in my mind is what true submission to Christ looks like.

I gotta maintain that secret connection I have with God.

I'm so full and don't want to belabor this letter.

And I understand how important it is for men to disciple men because if I didn't have that

I wouldn't be where I am today. I've traded worldly pleasures to live a god's

in life. The encounter I just had. I just need to rest in it. Help us to be

considerate, creative, and courageous lovers. I love you. your future hubby.

Welcome to a dear future hubby.

Welcome to a dear future wifey podcast. I'm your host Lateris Arwoodfield.

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