Welcome to episode 37 of unsweet and unfiltered.

I don't know about you, but I'm exhausted.

Like, it's so gloomy outside.

It feels like it's already 8 p.m.

And it's only like three.

I'm ready to go take a nap.

I feel like we never start our intro's on a positive light. No, we're so tired. We're always complaining about something. But it's the truth, you guys. Like, I really thought like having that day off

on Thursday and chilling with the family and forcing myself to stay home and not do anything

was like me basically hitting the reset bun on my sleep cycle and just like refreshing myself but I am 10 times more exhausted

than I was before Thursday. It's like whenever you do get a day off, you have to like catch up

on everything that you've been pushing aside because of work. That's how I feel at least.

Like when I'm home, I feel guilty just chilling. Like I have to

get up. I have to clean. I have to do the laundry. I have to cook dinner. Like it's like one thing

after you the other. It's not like you really don't have time to just chill anymore. Like when

it was the last time you actually sat down and like Netflix and chill? You're really passionate about about this. I am so passionate because I feel like I'm not trying to blame my husband,

but like before I got married, I had all the time in the world to just chill. But I don't

have a husband and I don't have an all the time in the world. Everybody always thinks the grass

is greener on the other side, married or not this or that, but it's truly not. Like I have no kids,

Zana, no responsibilities, no house, no nothing. So obviously in my mom's eyes, I'm a failure,

but I still don't have any time to do anything. It's so crazy. And I don't know why. Like,

are we not good with time management? I know that I'm not. What the hell is it? I, that's like,

I think my biggest downfall. Hopefully no potential job offers are like listening to this but like my my worst downfall my biggest

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