I don't know what most white people in this country feel, but I can only include what they feel from the state of their institutions.

Now, this is the evidence. You want me to make an act of faith risking myself, my wife, my woman, my sister, my children, on some idealism which you assure me

in America, which I have never seen. This is part two of George Floyd. If you did not listen

to part one, I would suggest going back and listening to that episode, we released it two weeks

ago. Check it out. It'll give you a lot of

context for what we're talking about today. And so yeah, take it away, Garen. What are we going to talk

about? So if I were to summarize the last episode, it would be with lyrics that Floyd wrote to a rap song.

He said, loaded, loaded with potential, but I'm still going wrong. And we talked last time about how he had so much potential, and yet life kept leading him

down this struggle, almost like the system was designed to lead him there.

And that's where we pick up this week.

Floyd in that place fought continually to try to get his life back together. He struggled with

drug addiction. And this is something maybe just to throw out real quick. A lot of white people

have access to doctors and medicine to help with anxiety and depression and claustrophobia and the very conditions that George Floyd

struggled with. And we can get our prescriptions and we can go and get drugs that are legal and

we can afford and can help us with those ailments. But for a lot of people who are in the black

community who don't have access to cars,

much less to appointments with doctors and prescription drugs,

there is a tendency to self-medicate.

And that self-medication is through drugs that are illegal and have been criminalized.

And then the system, rather than

offering Floyd help, treating his anxiety and depression and claustrophobia, the system

criminalized him for, and turning to drugs is not good. It's a trap. Drugs are addictive. They're

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