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Gabrielle Shiozawa: Joy After Loss

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Religion & Spirituality, Christianity

4.86.2K Ratings

🗓️ 11 August 2021

⏱️ 30 minutes

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Summary

Just three weeks before she was going to graduate from high school, Gabrielle Shiozawa was on a run with her dad when he began to experience symptoms of heart failure. Later that night, her father passed from this life to the next and Gabrielle became acquainted with grief in an intimate way she'd never expected. Still a young college student, Gabrielle has now written the book she wishes she’d had when her world came crashing down.

"There can be peace inside of pain, and we can find purpose even when we are aching."

Show Notes

2:50- The Outlet of Writing
4:18- Sharing Personal Experiences With Strangers
5:35- A Dad Who Deserves A Whole Book
7:57- Present Tense vs. Past Tense
9:20- One Last Run
10:59- Regret and Things That Will Never Happen
12:34- Enlarged Capacity
14:35- Finding Comfort in Turning to God
18:20- When the Answer is “No”
21:22- Friends and Family in Grief
24:45- New Discoveries
27:11- Hope
28:50- What Does It Mean To Be “All In” the Gospel of Jesus Christ?

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0:00.0

A couple of weeks ago, we spoke with Lisa Valentine Clark about the grief she experienced

0:06.3

following the loss of her husband. Today, we talk with Gabrielle Sciozawa about her grief

0:12.2

following the death of her father. I want to start today's episode by reading a passage

0:17.7

that is found in Gabrielle's new book One Breath at a Time. It is titled You Will.

0:24.4

You think you will never feel joy again, but you will. You will feel euphoria at Niagara

0:29.6

Falls, drenched in spray, mouth gaping wide and laughing. You will eat buttered popcorn

0:35.3

at movie theaters and laugh your heart out with your friends. You will hold a sleeping

0:40.1

baby in your lap and will lit cookie dough ice cream as it drips down your wrist. You

0:45.4

will go boating at sunset and watch the Sherbert sky turn the turquoise waters into golden

0:50.9

rippling art. There will be sunshine. You will bask in it. The light will come through

0:55.8

again and you will wrap your fingers around a new kind of joy. You will live again, better,

1:01.7

more fully. Not in spite of what you've lost, but because of it. For the dichotomy, you

1:07.0

now know for the despair and the joy. You are hurting my dear, but you will heal. You

1:13.0

will feel peace even inside of this pain. For you will come to know your savior better

1:18.3

than you ever did before. You will feel the complex joy of being human in its full

1:24.0

list. You are learning now what it means to fall apart. You will learn soon enough how

1:29.7

Christ puts you back together. I know it is impossible to imagine feeling joy again when

1:36.4

the hurt runs so deeply you can hardly breathe, but I promise you, you will. Gabrielle Chiosauwa

1:44.0

plans to spend her whole life bringing people together through stories. She is pursuing

1:49.4

a bachelor's degree in journalism from Brigham Young University where she endeavors to

1:54.2

try new things and conquer her fears whenever possible. Gabrielle has been published in YA

2:00.7

Weekly, the Palouche Review, the Las Vegas Sun, and the Daily Universe.

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