Why do you have to project your fear? Why can't you project your hope?

Open audition, what's that day like for you?

They lined up about 50 girls at a time,

you had to step forward,

this was where I got nervous.

Unfortunately, all my shoes have mysteriously disappeared.

I just had such belief that I was like meant to do this I was kind of in service to this

character it was such a revelation that somebody could be so peculiar and so fine with it and not as a defiant thing just as I am who I am.

Going back to school and suddenly being like famous I was not equipped to deal with that that was difficult.

I had a immune disorder when I was like 11 years old.

Anorexia felt very very safe and very reliable.

Like this is something that's not ever going to let me down.

This is something I'm good at because I'm addicted to it because I'm stuck in this cycle.

I really credit my family. They helped me. They were very sensitive and that gave me the courage to stop depending on a needing disorder for self worth.

Oh, I don't think happiness is the goal. I don't think happiness is the guarantee if you follow your heart.

I think living intensely and fully, I think that's the guarantee. They say that the human race is doomed.

That we have lost touch with our true news.

They say that the human race is doomed.

That we have lost touch with our true nature, that the media has

corrupted us and that the planet has no future. I disagree. I believe that humanity is full of hope and

that our salvation lies within each one of us.

My name is Brian Rose and my job is to listen, the oldest method of learning known to man.

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