Some days are terrible. You wish that you were dead and some days are magical like

great banana bread. Someday we'll be friends with the voices in our head the voices in our head

hello everybody and congratulations on not killing yourself my name is Christina

Hutchinson I'm the voice in your head and I feel like a fat fuck right now okay

I'm recording this seconds before it comes out a little bit longer than that,

but oh my God, I am eating everything. That's the phase of the non-smoking that I'm in. I'm like, is that a cookie?

Give me that cookie. And my stomach's like, no. But my brain's like, yeah, just do it. My heart's like,, just do it.

My heart's like, yeah, do it.

But my stomach, I've, whenever I eat sugary shit,

I get a stomach ache, so my stomach's like,

no, but my brain's like, yeah. And then my butt's like, well, I wish. It's all, I'm stopped up.

Who's warning? I'm in a very weird head space because I don't because me and food

Me and food have no choice but to have a

a bad relationship with each other because and not mentally but it's just so much

shit gives me a stomach ache so much shit gluten gives me a terrible stomachache.

Uh, dairy, terrible stomachache.

What did I eat earlier?

A fucking bagel covered in cream cheese.

And my butt was like, no.

Yeah.

But then my mouth was like, yeah, I'm gonna eat that.

What the fuck?

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