Some days are terrible. You wish that you were dead and some days are magical like

great banana bread. Someday we'll be friends with the voices in our head

voices in our head

Hello what's up congratulations on not killing yourself. Welcome to the voices in our

but holes. I'm your voice. I'm the voice in your head. Thank you for being

here. My name's Christina Hutchinson. How are you? I'm an anxious ball of fuck, you know?

Let's get into that later. I'm just, oh, I make things so difficult for myself.

I'm like, ooh, I just gotta, I gotta, I gotta, I gotta write a character description?

All right, let me pretend I need to clean my whole house first

and then find the last of the dried cherries in Marie Hill

because I bought them out from my deli

and I bought them out from CVS.

So now I gotta go to Dwayne Reed, four blocks away,

which is like eight hours.

And I gotta do all that before I write this character

description because that I'll be able to write it well.

This is what I do to myself.

I fucking make shit so much harder than it needs to be and I'm really on this Louise Hay

positive affirmation shit and I'm looking in the mirror I'm like I'm getting all my

things done in a timely fashion with no stress and they're really all all the things are good and I keep saying that in the mirror and I don't believe it and I'm like just say you till you believe it and then I start crying and I'm well, this is not where I wanted to end up.

God damn, how does anyone get anything done?

I mean, there's so many things you got to do all the time as an adult. You got to pay your bills. You got to and if you're in an art career and if you're like freelance and you're your own boss, if you have a boss, honestly, I understand that there's a little bit of lack of freedom in there,

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