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🗓️ 30 January 2019
⏱️ 62 minutes
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0:00.0 | Specter Vision Radio. |
0:03.3 | Welcome to Weird Studies, an art and philosophy podcast with hosts Phil Ford and J.F. Martel. |
0:21.9 | For more episodes and to support the podcast, go to Weird J.F. When I was very young, I was friends and neighbors with a little girl my age named Christine. |
0:56.8 | Her dad, I think, was a firefighter. One of my earliest memories is of going camping with that |
1:02.7 | family. I was about three years old at the time. There are actually two memories, two scenes that |
1:09.0 | have stayed with me from that trip. |
1:16.3 | The first is of sitting in a rowboat while my friend's dad silently rode us across the lake. |
1:20.1 | The second is of that morning when I awoke in their tent. |
1:25.5 | My friend and her parents lay huddled together asleep a few feet away from me. |
1:30.2 | What's strange is that they weren't human. They looked like apes or more accurately, like members of a hominid species that hasn't walked the earth for |
1:36.5 | two million years. Homo erectus, maybe. I was terrified, but I couldn't look away. Slowly, as I watched, they reassumed human forms, |
1:48.0 | and then they were just people again. It was a hypnagogic experience, a hallucination, |
1:55.0 | but also, oddly, a vision that made Darwin's theory of evolution perfectly palatable when I was introduced to it a few |
2:02.5 | years later. But then it also gave credence to stories I would later hear about werewolves, |
2:09.1 | skinwalkers, and other shapeshifters. Fantasy or not, the experience seemed to be telling me |
2:15.3 | something about the world, namely that all things were |
2:18.5 | possible. |
2:20.3 | The memory is what it is. |
2:22.2 | I can't change it. |
2:23.7 | Nor can I dispel the feeling that it was somehow paranormal in nature. |
2:28.5 | Maybe you have a memory of the sky and stored somewhere in a trunk at the back of your |
2:32.5 | mind. |
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