So I wanted to call you and get some advice for you because TK for a while now, okay, I'm

in a relationship, but TK I came in as a side chick five years ago and I'm with a guy who is 52,

I'll be 40 next year. I mean, I'm not next year, excuse me TK, I'll be 40 June 24th next month,

okay, I knew this guy 20 years ago when I was in my whole phase and I was I was in the streets and

just running a month TK and I had a husband then do it just I was I've been on my own since I was 13

and so I come from on Hispanic and Black my father molested me as a child they moved me after

the 93 riots from Oregon back to Los Angeles California South Central and I lived with my Black

side, moms was on drugs, didn't want us so we were from Philadelphia post and I was like in

juvenile hall in jail, so to count, you know, all of that type of stuff. So moving forward,

you know, my mentality I guess, you know, different than most women and things like that nature.

So moving forward, I used to be with this guy from the east side, let's just say the east side

of LA, like over in the main street. Exactly, so yes, TK and I come from over by into 40s,

okay, I know the whole fur over there, I know all of them. Right, so TK, that's who I am used to

be however, so I used to do this guy and I was she and my husband then he was he was he's a man

of leisure, always have been, he's been like that nigga, let's just say, right? So I used to be with him,

blew my mind back in the day, always wanted him, we had lost contact, so it's been like 14 years

past TK and he's a trust driver, my ex brother-in-law, my children's father, my ex-husband, they

just happened to be talking about me, we reunited five years ago and so five years ago TK, I knew

what was up, you know, I knew that he was married, he'd always been married, I was single, I had just

come home from the PN and I changed my entire life TK and I've been doing, I've just been

continuing to elevate since but I guess TK, my dilemma and why I wanted advice for you because I'm

listening to everything that you teach, what you say and it's kind of, it sounds crazy, I don't know

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