I'm so angry with myself, and I feel like my emotions are flooding, and I feel like

I need to step away from the group. I'm just trying to figure out how to stay a

float in this ocean of defeat. I can't even fight for myself. Look, I can't

live sink to save my ass. I can't, and that's the worst part about this. My

answers are some of the motherfuckers fucking bait. I need to let something out, because I'm not,

I don't want to keep crying. I came back here because I wanted to win. I wanted a

fucking fight, and I can't even fight for myself. The only friend I have in this

kitchen, and I don't want to give up. I'm not giving up. Don't twist that shit, but I'm just saying.

Look, at least give me a fighting chance.

See, this is the drag race that I'm paying $9.99 a month to Paramount Plus 4. I want to see Jiggly

Coyote in a blanket dress that she made in fluffy slippers in a parking lot, with trucks passing

by in the background, holding a shield. It's like at this point, we need to stop with this.

It's not even like the parking lot right outside the studio. She's gone to the auxiliary parking

lot. She's gone to this is where the overflow parking is. I love it. I want to see Jiggly pushing

through a fire door and just storming out of the Delphino Studios in her slippers. I want an

extended version of this. This is why I watch drag race. Yes, this has the painting iconography.

You could paint this scene. Similar to Lycanja, Strangia, backstage in that wig. No shoes in crying.

Yeah, yeah. It's funny when we were pulling up the clip to listen to it before we recorded it.

It paused on a certain shot, and I was like, oh, that is such a great shot. It took a screenshot.

It is. It's so because there's a sunset. I don't want to say we've all seen it because you got

to hunt down these untucked episodes. There's the sunset in the background. There's some nice

BMWs and Audi's and Mercedes-Benz's. There's tractor trailers. In the distance, there's barbed wire

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