I'm going to go and Hello and welcome to episode 131 of the official Establish the run

podcast my name is Adam Levitan and the father of the most beautiful

beast in the world Jerry and we are coming off of a feel-like puking kind of weak. Yes, that's right.

When Justin Jackson went down on the first play of Sunday's game with an injury,

like I actually felt sick, like someone punched me in the stomach, like kind of can't breathe a little bit, you know, just totally gutted.

And that let me know two things.

You know, first I'm actually alive, you know, so that's good.

I actually do wonder sometimes.

So I'm actually alive.

I have feelings. That good second I thought you know

since I had that feeling I was like maybe I'm playing a little bit too big in cash like

when you get this feeling in your stomach in your chest, you know, tough to shake it off.

Maybe I just have too much money on one team. But I actually don't think that's the case. I mean, I'm playing well within my role and I'm getting what

what I think is good action it's just anytime something like the Justin Jackson

thing happens it's just tough but really you know the last thing I want to do is bitch, you know, like one thing about this, you know, if DFS or poker or any skill-based game can teach us, you know, teach us to handle losing because we're going to lose a lot a lot of the time you know

handle losing well handle it with class you know don't go don't go tweet at Justin Jackson

you know calling him a bitch you know don't whine about Matt Patricia, not playing De Andre Swift more and costing you money. You know, don't tell your friends about bad beats and kind of fish for sympathy. You know, it's only natural. I do it too, but I really don't want to. So the bottom

on the Justin Jackson thing, I mean it happens, we try to handle it with class, we move

on, you know, nothing else to really do.

And to be honest, I got really lucky with other parts of my cash team.

You know, not many people played Erasmith

because he projected poorly, but, you know, I kind of feel at home flirting with zeros at tight end and so Earth Smith ends up

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