Hey, baddies. It's Train J here with noticeably missing Alan and you know we share our lives with you and everything with you

We really never hide anything from you and we thought it was only right to

Share with you that we had a loss in our in our baddie family. Alan's brother

died in a really tragic accident and you know

um, we just wanted to share our love and our prayers with Alan and his family and everybody that loved his brother Corey

um, man, it's

It's there's no words. There's no words for this when something like this happens. Yeah, it's devastating

I feel awful for the family. I mean, sibling not only sibling. It's like you should never bury your child and

I'm heartbroken for his mother. Um, I can't imagine what his parents are going through with him and his brother are going through

Um, it's just really horrible. So all the support that you can give

sending out love and prayers and um, just well wishes to Alan and his family. Please do so. Um, it means a lot coming from us

To just you know show support for him right now and let's let him take all the time that he needs and his family and so if we're sending out short episodes or you know doing something that

Um, it's not up to normal standards. It's because Alan who pretty much carries us on his back for this show is you know preoccupied right now. So just like let's give him the time to heal and I don't know

I there's really no healing from losing anybody that close to you, but you know we're sending all of our love and to him and his family. Yeah, and Alan is just Alan and his first thought when this went down was to

you know worry about Tracy and I in the show and yeah like he was like I'm something's happening and I don't know what to do tomorrow. We were like it's not about us at all.

Yeah, it's like this is about you guys. We don't matter. He's so amazing. You know he sends out immediately like a people ask that out of work. He

called all his shows on his podcast and I'm just like Alan. She's take care of yourself, but you know he's so he's so amazing.

He does. Yeah, he is and he loves the show and he loves you guys and I saw he went right on Patreon and sent a message to the baddies and um that's just Alan in a nutshell. He's just so caring and in now it's time for us to care for him.

So Alan, we love you to the whole water's family. We love you and um we're going to follow this up with a grief episode for sure because I know Alan and I know he's not going to want to talk about it.

And I think it's important that we all you know we all deal with loss every day and we've really you know we've touched on it a little bit, but um maybe we should dedicate a full episode and get some professionals on here that can guide us what to do when um something tragic like this happens in our lives.

Sorry, I'm getting emotional, but uh and how to navigate a tremendous loss and how to take care of ourselves emotionally and mentally and honestly physically because this can all take a toll on your body.

You know, we wanted to make this load a little lighter for Alan because our dear Alan is always there for others and he just doesn't accept help.

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