Hi guys, welcome back to It's Me Tanks. I am your host Tanks. Hi, how are you?

Did you enjoy Friday's episode because I really did. I love love love having Camilla on the podcast and I honestly I need to be totally real with you guys.

I love bouncing ideas off someone. You know, when I

Started this podcast and I'm telling you this because it's all top of mind and I had a couple of really interesting conversations with friends when I was in London.

I was so precious with the idea of sharing you guys my community with anyone else. I know that sounds stupid.

I think some people maybe thought, oh, she's trying to do the podcast all by herself because she thinks she's the funniest and best person of all, but

It's not true. I think I was like so afraid to bring someone else into our relationship that I was like, I can do this all by myself every week day and day out.

And you know what I realized? I don't know if that's true. I

Love talking to someone and I don't know what that's gonna look like in the future. I don't know if it's gonna be having a

Guest once a month. I don't know if it's gonna be having you know my one of my producers chat more on the pod or

What have you? But I know I want to bring more voices in on the pod and and this is just what's top of mind to me

And you know what it's such a relief to say it out loud. I

Think for a while. I was like subconsciously thinking I failed. I failed. I failed and I

I'm honest with you guys. So once I came around and realized I didn't fail. I just am learning. I'm growing. The podcast is evolving and this is a

Cool new thing that I want to do once in a while. I realize like I have to share it with the guys like I have to share it in my community.

Why do I call you guys the guys because I always say guys in front of everything?

Um

But that was on my mind. So I wanted to share and I hope that I

Know that you guys will continue to give me the grace and space to evolve this as it goes

I was talking to my friend Jamie. I was a guest on his podcast when I was in London and he was like

He's really super British. He's like dude you've been doing it by yourself this whole time

And I'm like well, that's definitely not his accent. He's gonna be mad if you hear us out

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