Hi guys, it's Jess. I am back. I am so happy. By the way, it's from Scarra. You know what

you clicked on. Jen, I am so happy to be back in my little seat in my living room talking to you.

I'm so happy to not have to talk. Do you want me to take the wheel?

I'm sick of my own voice. I'm just sick of my own voice. I'm like listening back as I edit the show

and stuff and I'm like, stop talking, Jen. Where's Jess? No, I'm back. I took a one-month break. Things

were crazy on my end. I didn't want to really step back. Things are getting, I think we're all

getting overwhelmed. We're all really overwhelmed, but just logistically, I had to

take a beat and I wish we could all just kind of grab more time when we need it, but it's a finite

resource I found. Yes, I think they call that balance. I think I've said this on the show before,

but my old boss, Joanna Coles once told me, not just me, but it was a couple of us. She said,

there is no balance. Throw that out the window and you'll be happier. I don't know if she would

remember that she said it, but she did say it. I was like, okay, okay. Maybe I need to kind of

go with that. I don't know, but it's interesting. I think she might be right.

Relish in the chaos. When you need to. I'm going to relish in that right now and I'm relishing

and being back and sitting here with you guys. Tell me what's going on with you. I know we caught

up a little bit before the show, but I'll tell you it's so weird. I had these amazing guest hosts on,

but they don't know me from Joe. I'm not about to be sharing my personal life with them before

each show. We're here to talk about sheet masks. It was important stuff, but it was a rough month

in the Sullivan household. My father-in-law fell and he got a brain injury, but the harder part of

that is he went to the hospital and he was there for two weeks and then he was being moved to a

nursing home. The first day he got there, he tested positive for COVID. All of those things

you'd be talking about all year long so immediately became our reality. All the things you

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