What's up everybody? What's up friends? What's up family? Kind of a personal episode today. I don't know what the fucking subject line's going to be but

I've been kind of dealing with something on my own and

with a small group of people and because the news I have to share is

related to someone you know. It's so weird, but I have to talk about it.

And honestly that's weird in and of itself. I mean when this particular

relationship started six years ago, the world was very different. My world was very different.

Everything was smaller, right? Everything was more personal.

Everything was I touched everything and you know, you know, so much has changed.

You know so much has changed between then and now absolutely so much has changed.

Snowball came into my life he was the product of kind of a divorce I guess.

Cia and I had three dogs.

They were the cutest things ever.

Serial snowball.

Oh man.

Serial, Pantera, and Licky. And, uh, I mean, how great are fucking dogs you know?

And Pantera was a rat terrier. He was, they were all about the same size, they were all about 15 pounds.

And I had grown up with two golden retrievers

big-ass hairy dogs that shed everywhere like they were just like

like just leaking oil.

Cider was in my when I was born we we had a dog named Cider and she she was very special because she could hold I think

Three tennis balls in her mouth and it didn't matter how dirty they were.

And the golden's just have this, you know obviously they I mean they're like a baby

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