Hey guys, this week's show is going to be a little bit different, not much. But if you guys remember me, I've been listening from the beginning. When I started this show, it actually stemmed from a blog that started that I wanted to just, you know, let things off my chest. And I knew that I couldn't be the only one that was feeling certain things and having off-the-wall thoughts. Well, the off-the-wall thoughts are probably just me.

I have those randomly. I don't think it's normal all the time. But I knew I wasn't the only one being told that I wasn't where I needed to be. You know, all this shit that judgmental folks be saying to me or to you guys just to make us feel inferior and not good enough at what we're doing or where we are in life. and I've been battling with myself for about the past month internally, not knowing why I feel so uncomfortable, why I feel so unsteady. I have been talking to friends, and really I've been talking to myself as well, trying to figure out what my next move is. So this episode, what you're going to hear is I'm sitting down with Dexty. She agreed to come with me, thank God. And I'm just trying to put into

words everything that's going on in my brain, which is a lot and it's all scattered. I mean, if you know me, you know that if it's not scattered, it wouldn't be me. And as I talk with different people and read different articles, I realize that I'm not the only one going through this uncertain time in their life and battling with the fear of

what's next do i take the do i take the leap of faith you know i graduated i put all this work into

accounting for four years i went to school i have student loans and now i'm going to switch my path

like really carla what the fuck are you doing you know but i feel like that thought is what other people are thinking like really you went to school you have student loans you shouldn't change what you want to do you're unhappy so what stay unhappy you went to school so this is me right now trying to figure out where i'm going to go and just talking through it because without a plan there's nothing to execute and i just want you guys to go through this journey with me and see

you know what leads next and if you're going through the same thing you don't talk to me talk to

somebody let's figure it out together but before we get to the show i wanted to remind you that our

first live show is october 20th i'm so freaking excited about it i can't wait to hang out with you guys

i want everyone that's coming to know that the participation.

I want it.

I want everyone to have questions.

I want to play games.

I just want to do everything together during this live show.

You guys are really a part of the show.

And the tickets on sale at should I'm 30.

That event bright.com.

It's all brought to you by the gallery, loud gallery.

They're amazing and a Lur's law firm here in central Florida.

So let's get to the show.

Welcome back to another episode of shit.

I'm 30.

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