In the second episode of season 3, Vanessa tells a story about the journey to self-love after overcoming seemingly insurmountable loss.

I hope you all enjoy passing through accountability, told

live by the undeniably fabulous Vanessa.

December 2017 I lost my grandmother.

Two days later, it was confirmed that I had a miscarriage.

One thing about pregnancy is once you've

accepted that this baby is coming,

you're preparing mentally, your body's preparing physically,

and you prepare financially.

So I'm like, the third baby's not going to have me going broke,

so we're going to do mommy videos.

Huggy's gonna cut these checks.

And you ready?

Whatever, we gonna be cute.

And that didn't happen.

And I spiraled out into so many emotions.

I was sad, I was down, I was depressed,

and this went on for weeks.

And then I became a hypochondriac. I diagnosed myself as that. I wasn't told

that by a doctor but I started thinking what could be wrong with me. I'm 30-something,

32, 31, whatever at the time and I'm helping. 30 something

I'm healthy like why can't I carry a baby something must be wrong so every lump had to be checked

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