What is going on beautiful people and welcome to another episode of the Narcissist's Code?

I am your favorite. Narcissist Mr. Lee Hammock aka Mr. Mental Hildness himself on from TikTok and Instagram and all the other good sites and whatnot.

If this is your first time tuning in, I am a diagnosed Narcissist. I am a self-aware Narcissist and this is my cross to bear.

This is my platform to spread awareness from the other side of the Narcissistic Abused Narcissist Survivor dynamic.

I am not an empath. I am a narcissist. So everything you are going to hear on this channel is going to be specifically from the point of view, the perspective of a narcissist.

Today's episode podcast what not is going to be about narcissists and their emotions in my own personal story of how I went over 10 years without crying.

One of the main questions that I get on TikTok, Instagram or any like any of my platforms is Ken Narcissist's Fill Emotions.

That's one of the main questions that I get so much. It's kind of insane how many times I get asked this question.

And the answer is going to be yes. Like me being a regular normal runner of the meal, Narcissist, I can experience emotions, fear, doubt, regret, shame, all the other stuff.

I can experience all that stuff. I'm just very, very protected about it. I'm just very protective of my emotions. I don't want to allow people to be able to hurt me.

So if you can play on my emotions, you can hurt me. You know what I'm feeling too sad and stuff like that.

That's why they can get me sad. They can control me. That's what I feel. I mean, that's the point playing period how I feel.

If you can make me sad, you can somehow way shape a form, control me. I really, really don't like that.

What are the main emotions that I feel though is anger. Anger is easy to express. Anger, anger, yelling, screaming.

Passion is rage. When I'm yelling and I'm screaming, people are listening to me. People hear me. I'm in control of the situation normally.

Even though I seem like I'm out of control with the screaming, yelling, calling names, all the other craziness, I'm in control of the situation.

I'm in control of everybody around me because everybody typically gets quiet or we are fighting. If you're not quiet, we're going back and forth.

But the other emotions like sadness and regret and crime and all the other stuff like I can experience them.

But it's like I don't like them. So I try to protect myself against those emotions that all cause because I feel like I'm not showing it.

Let me preface this y'all. Showing emotions does not make you a weak person. But in my brain, how my brain is shaped and how my brain has been developed and formed over the last 35 years in my life.

Emotions like they cloud situations, they cloud judgments and things like that. So I'm more logic based than anything.

So let's get into this story of how I went 10 years without crime and it might kind of it might can open some avenues and might can open some like answer some questions about your own

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