This is, 15 minutes to freedom.

I'm your host, Ryan Naidel, and today's episode is Are You Committed to your commitment?

So it's crazy.

The majority of my life I have openly, quickly committed to everything.

Like the whole idea of just saying yes, like being a yes man, like that Jim Carrey movie where all he did was say yes.

I feel like that's how I operated the majority of my life.

If anybody needed something done, if someone needed a space to stay, if people needed clothes to wear,

if they needed a job, but my instantial was yes, right away. I'll figure it out. And I've loved

that about myself. I think that's great. I think wanting to help and care for people is an admirable

quality, and I do it from a very sincere place. Never look for anything in return. It's just how I'm wired.

But in that wiring there comes some pretty unique deficits.

And one of those deficits are unfortunately letting people down.

You know, having these big commitments that I make to others in my life

and then backing out on them, it's a little unique, it's a little rough.

And I say unique and rough because I really don't know the right adjectives to put around it.

I think of the biggest commitment as of late that I haven't honored

is actually not all that long ago.

So I got engaged to Lindsay.

I always forget, I say December 27, she says December 29th,

it's one of those two days.

I'll just say sometime between Christmas and New Year,

I got engaged to Lindsay a couple years ago.

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