All right, I'm with Dulcee Sloane. Everybody, welcome to Walkins. Welcome, so good to have you. I'm so excited to talk to you about your book.

Thank you for having me.

I, first of all, my first question is reading your book it seems like you've come like you've done so many things that would be terrifying what's the most if can remember, what's the most nervous you've ever been for a performance?

I was doing an outdoor stage just for laughs festival and I was doing Josh Adam Myers show

uh, God name comedy jam and I basically lost my voice and so I was supposed to be singing

Adels rolling in the deep and I couldn't sing everything as much as I wanted as full out as I wanted and I did

musical theater for a long time and I grew up singing and performing and so the

fact that I wasn't able to, it was a huge outdoor stage and so the fact that I couldn't

sing that song out as strong as I wanted to has always is the most nervous I've been

because I knew I wasn't going to be able to do it as well as I wanted to.

That's actually not that bad as I would have expected like I feel like my guess would have been

one of the competitions you won or something like that and it's it's interesting that

it's like a time when you really couldn't showcase your

talent as much as you know you're capable of. I guess nervous nervous like when I

was like I've been shaking nervous I have I guess when I did the finals of the skull festival I guess I was nervous. I was nervous.

Stand up for diversity wasn't nervous.

I haven't, I have this very fun thing that my brain likes to do where I don't get nervous about something until after it happens.

Oh. So it's like a delayed type of thing and so afterwards it's just like people like what's wrong I was like all

of the nerves that I would have had while I was doing the thing I get after the

thing so I don't get nervous but then afterwards I'm just like

then all of the nerves that would have been because like the nerves can

like inhibit you from being like able to perform or able to focus and so my brain does it like we went to I took my

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