This Week on a super new bonus Dopey Tuesday! We are joined by filmmaker and recovering addict John W. Comerford! We hear all about his super psychedelic path of addiction and recovery! John tells about his unsupervised nyc youth- we learn the secrets of old New York's music scene and Grateful Dead culture and much more on this super duper bonus episode of that good old Dopey Show! More on John: www.linktr.ee/johnwcomerford PLUS SHOOTING METHADONE VOICEMAIL!!!!! and MORE! Emilia's Notes: - brothers intervention- realizing his mom was taking percs his whole childhood- lsd at red rocks- mdma sale arrest- bill w and huxley- bill w and belladonna- brother's death AI NOTES: In this part of the conversation, David Manheim discusses the purpose of the Dopey podcast and emphasizes the importance of real recovery work. He also shares personal experiences, including being alone in his house for the first time, dealing with a hernia, and celebrating his nine years of sobriety. The conversation then transitions to a voicemail from a listener who shares his experience of shooting methadone and being prescribed benzos at a methadone clinic. The episode concludes with an interview with John Comerford, a film producer and music presenter, where they discuss their love for jazz and their experiences with alcohol and drugs. David Manheim reflects on his early experiences with music and drugs, including attending jazz shows and experimenting with acid at a young age. He discusses his identity formation and the role of feeling and experience in his life. He shares stories of his tumultuous family life and the impact of addiction on his brother. David also talks about his introduction to the Grateful Dead and the transformative power of their music. He delves into his own struggles with alcoholism and drug addiction, including selling ecstasy and his eventual decision to get sober. In this final part of the conversation, David and John discuss their experiences with addiction and recovery. They share personal stories of their struggles with drugs and alcohol, including John's time in jail and David's journey to sobriety. They also talk about the importance of community and support in the recovery process. David shares some of the projects he is currently working on, including a documentary about General Yamashita's gold and a character study of Sarah Jane Moore, the woman who attempted to assassinate President Ford. keywords: Dopey podcast, recovery work, personal experiences, hernia, sobriety, methadone, benzos, film producer, jazz, alcohol, drugs, music, drugs, jazz, acid, identity, addiction, family, Grateful Dead, alcoholism, sobriety, addiction, recovery, jail, sobriety, community, support, documentary, General Yamashita's gold, Sarah Jane Moore takeaways The Dopey podcast is meant to be supplemental to someone with a recovery program and is not a substitute for real recovery work. Personal experiences, such as being alone in the house, dealing with a hernia, and celebrating sobriety milestones, can be shared openly to reduce shame and judgment. The listener's voicemail highlights the dangers of shooting methadone and the inappropriate prescribing of benzos at a methadone clinic. The interview with John Comerford explores their love for jazz and their experiences with alcohol and drugs. Music, such as jazz, can have a profound impact on emotions and enhance the experience of substances like cannabis and alcohol. Early experiences with music and drugs can shape one's identity and worldview. Addiction can have a profound impact on individuals and their families. The transformative power of music can provide solace and inspiration. Recovery from addiction requires a shift in focus from the problem to the solution. Addiction can lead to serious consequences, including jail time and death. Recovery requires a commitment to change and a willingness to seek help and support. Community and connection are essential in the recovery process.