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Death, Sex & Money - We're Not Going To Have Karl Again

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🗓️ 13 July 2016

⏱️ 25 minutes

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Summary

Amber Scorah and Lee Towndrow's first child, Karl, died unexpectedly when he was three months old. As they grieved, they also decided to have another baby.

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0:00.0

You think everyone does this.

0:02.6

This is just sort of one of those first rights of passage of parenthood that you have to go through.

0:07.6

So it never, of course, crossed my mind that anything could go terribly wrong.

0:15.9

This is death, sex, and money.

0:19.1

You're not worth $300.

0:21.0

The show from WNYC about the things we think about a lot.

0:24.5

Love.

0:25.5

Yeah.

0:26.2

What is that?

0:27.2

And need to talk about more.

0:28.9

Death is just a part of life.

0:31.0

Something we're all destined to do.

0:33.1

I'm in a sale.

0:35.8

I remember when we were pregnant with Carl, we had a total sense of innocence about

0:41.5

everything.

0:42.3

And then I remember, you know, when Carl was born, I was taking a whole bunch of pictures

0:50.0

at that time because I thought, how is it that everything looks so beautiful? That was totally

0:55.9

high. And it's been really hard to get as excited this time. This is Lee Towndrow. He and his

1:06.3

partner Amber Scora live in Brooklyn. I think we feel a little bit like, I don't want to say cynical, but...

1:15.6

I feel like there's a loss of meaning.

1:18.4

Like Carl's everything about the pregnancy and your first child, it just infuses your life

1:24.3

with so much meaning, and that I think is the hardest part it's just if life feels

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